God Willed It

The philosopher asks "Why is there something instead of nothing?"

The apostle answers "...because You have created all things, and because of Your will they exist and were created." Revelation 4:11

So why does everything exist instead of not exist? Because God willed it.

There is a reason God made you. He willed it. If you spent your whole life pursuing the fulfillment of that purpose it would not be a wasted life. You can do it. I believe in you. More importantly, God believes in you. So go for it with all your guts and passion.